I been searching for forever but no matches found for Eva for eva

I been searching for forever but no matches found /my mama keep asking me when Ima settle down /(aaah) I just get mad and I tell her settle down/ I think she thinks it's easy /well I should I be easy /well should I be sleazy /oh my goodness can I ?throw away my morals like they do on my tv /this is for my classy chicks I know you sick and tied of this /this for my queens still waiting Gone vibe to this /love is on the way just hold yo head and be a optimist /plans of being married by the age of twenty five/ im looking all around got baby fever in my eyes/ I'm just Tryna be wise cuz baby mothers on the rise /and not enough wives /(look)please don't be mad at me we all want a family/ jealousy be creeping up I swear it's so damaging/ I need what I want I mean I'm praying for these things/they say I still got time don't let that fat lady sing /anticipating fireworks on every first date /wait, did you pass me by or am I too late /love Ima be a bounty hunter Ima hunt you down memories of love but it's so foreign to me now/ either I'm too picky or the situation iffy/ and the ones that want me ain't the ones I want wit me it's tricky
It's funny how we grow up and everything changes I got old enough to date my parents couldn't stand the changes then I went to college met a dude I got engaged wit they hated the engagement we lasted nearly two years that advice fell on deaf ears his mama still call me doe apologizing for her son and all the things that he done he got two kids now she said it should've been me I said nah I loved him dearly but I know it wasn't meant to be he ain't have it all mentally


I ain't throwing shade uh un I ain't taking shots even tho I lost a lover I'm thankful I learned a lot fast fwd a couple years I ain't met nobody since i swear it don't make sense I'm on defense every time they ask me why why it feel so intense like I'm turning down proposals and its a line at my door I swear I love Fridays but I'm always so bored I like being alone but still be longing for some company maybe a man or a child to sit up under me reflecting on a younger me when I wasn't ready had a couple good guys that was tryna go steady coulda shoulda woulda maaaan it's always so heavy
Relationships goals been focused on da memes I swear that social media be selling dreams I said I wouldn't buy it but I couldn't get by it attention undivided my heart won't be quiet my relationship status stop asking it's private that's what I really wanna say seem like they ask me everyday talking on the phone to Kendy she said girl he on the way I'm like I hate being patient can it just be today act like I'm not bothered when it's Valentine's Day treat it like another day and go about my way driving down the highway playing Lana del Rey I get home for the night contemplating dating sites I think I'm going crazy it's just one of them nights I po a glass wine to unwind like I'm fine when I really need somebody just to read btw my lines call mine and some effort that really just matches mine